Another Status Change

Hello readers! I'm starting this blog as a way to collect my thoughts, vent, talk about current status in daily life, and so on, and so forth. To begin, I've deleted my last blog because reading through it brought up a lot of anger and resentment. I'd rather not think about that time in my life, as I've decided to let it go and move on to a more positive lifestyle. I've started to realize that we can't control everything, nor anyone, and we have to make the best of ourselves.
Everyone has been through something as a child, and everyone has their troubled childhood story. I won't go into detail about my story at this time. So, let's skip forward. In my teenage years, I was a miserable person, never optimistic, and horridly depressed. In my early twenties, I was all about friends and making everyone else around me happy, I guess to feed off and keep myself happy. Well, I wanted my own happiness, I wanted a child. My own offspring, my own DNA, my own little creature to nourish and grow. I needed a child to teach and inspire. When I found out I was finally pregnant, I was ecstatic. I had been pregnant before, but had yet to be blessed with a full pregnancy.. Though I had just made it to six months, I had a traumatic unexpected delivery. However, my son fought long and hard! He is alive and well! I am beyond grateful <3
Now, into my late twenties, I have an associates degree, I have been divorced. I have worked several odd jobs and nothing even related to my area of study. I moved my previous three bedroom house into one bedroom in my dad's house, and a small storage unit. I recently remarried, and am currently awaiting my husband's return home from military school. Our son and I will be moving with him to Southern California, from our home area of South Texas. I am thrilled to begin new adventures with my little family. I will try to update this blog as often as I can.
My goals are:

• Continue school, or, at least, study my textbooks and take my exam to utilize my degree and work in a medical lab
• Have a full time-job with my son enrolled in extracurricular activities
• Teach my son to write before he goes to school
• Become a more independent person
• Meditate regularly
• Successfully remember to take my daily vitamins lol

There are more, but this is all I can think of off the top of my head. Anyway, have a good night, all!

-Esther Marie