Everyone has been through something as a child, and everyone has their troubled childhood story. I won't go into detail about my story at this time. So, let's skip forward. In my teenage years, I was a miserable person, never optimistic, and horridly depressed. In my early twenties, I was all about friends and making everyone else around me happy, I guess to feed off and keep myself happy. Well, I wanted my own happiness, I wanted a child. My own offspring, my own DNA, my own little creature to nourish and grow. I needed a child to teach and inspire. When I found out I was finally pregnant, I was ecstatic. I had been pregnant before, but had yet to be blessed with a full pregnancy.. Though I had just made it to six months, I had a traumatic unexpected delivery. However, my son fought long and hard! He is alive and well! I am beyond grateful <3
Now, into my late twenties, I have an associates degree, I have been divorced. I have worked several odd jobs and nothing even related to my area of study. I moved my previous three bedroom house into one bedroom in my dad's house, and a small storage unit. I recently remarried, and am currently awaiting my husband's return home from military school. Our son and I will be moving with him to Southern California, from our home area of South Texas. I am thrilled to begin new adventures with my little family. I will try to update this blog as often as I can.
My goals are:
- Continue school, or, at least, study my textbooks and take my exam to utilize my degree and work in a medical lab
- Have a full time-job with my son enrolled in extracurricular activities
- Teach my son to write before he goes to school
- Become a more independent person
- Meditate regularly
- Successfully remember to take my daily vitamins lol
There are more, but this is all I can think of off the top of my head. Anyway, have a good night, all!
-Esther Marie
